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Sunday, November 2, 2008
Felser x Reita : Agony @ 4:04 PM


Title : Agony
Extras : 3rd Chapter... After so long, am finally done with the 3rd. -__- Been lazy for like... weeks? Months? Haiz, whichever way. Named it after the GazettE's Agony. =3 GazettE is always my inspiration, heeheehee. Edited kinda a lot from the original copy, damn, my grammer failed ya? T^T

Enjoy. ._.

P.S : Okay, I didn't make Ceres herself. 0_0;

Pairings : Felser x Reita (Fighter x Fighter)
Other Characters : Ceres Cybele and Jamie Cybele
Chapter : Three
Rating : PG-13

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"Years passed and still.. I've heard nothing.."

I could smell the scent of rain as the dark clouds gathered. It smelt like the earth.. A fresh kind of scent. I closed all the windows and went into my bedroom. The room was quiet for awhile, until the sound of raindrops starting falling and bursting on my window filled the room.

"Raindrops?...", I mumbled to myself softly. "Like the tears I shed... For nothing..."

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"Look at the bracelets Otis bought for me!", Ceres Cybele, the youngest member in my team. She was pretty, petite.. Or rather, just perfect.. Life seemed entirely perfect for that lass.. Her Fiance returned from the war 3 years ago, he had always loved her...

"Those must be really expensive, Ceres.", a hand extended out to hold Ceres' hand. Jamie looked at the bracelets that were on her.

"Your Otis must be loaded.", he joked.

"Hey! It's the thoughts that counts okay!", Ceres giggled. I remained silent, not wanting to bother about things that does not concern me as I have my breakfast. Cracked my half-boiled egg into the plate and mixed it with soy sauce. But deep in my thoughts... I felt jealousy. I envy Ceres.. She didn't have to know what sadness and pain was like.. How agony and desperation felt.. I felt a little bit of hatred towards her, but it's not right. I should be happy for her. Happy that she didn't have to go through all the pain..

"Reita!", Ceres snapped her fingers in front of my face and called me. I looked up at her, slightly annoyed, but I kept the anger to myself.

"Yes, Ceres?...", I put on a fake smile, so that she wouldn't notice. She pointed at the floor. I looked down. Apparently, I was so filled with jealousy, I dropped my spoon unknowingly. Ceres picked it up and put it aside.

"Silly Reita, I'll get you a new one!", she giggled and left her seat to the Counter.

"Ceres, You don't have to..."

"Get a new spoon? So you're going to try with a fork or drink from the plate?", Jamie interrupted me. I glared at him, pissed at his on purpose sarcastic comment.

"What is YOUR problem?..." I snarled at Jamie, the fiery feeling in my chest felt like it was burning even more. Before an argument was about to break out, Ceres returned with a new spoon.

"Did I... Miss something?..", she looked at Jamie and I with her huge blue eyes. I did not reply her but left the cafe. I did not want to vend my frustrations on my.. Most closest friends.. They do not have to carry my burden or anything.

"Reita!!", I heard Ceres calling out to me, but i refused to respond and made my way home.

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"Everywhere I go, you will always be in my heart.. Promise me that you will live on..."

Those words he said.. Those promises her made.. Did he mean it?.. Did he keep his promises?.. Why should I promise him to live on.. When he broke all of his with me?.. I laid motionless on my bed, staring blankly at the ceiling, holding onto the note he left for me 3 years ago close to my heart.

"Felser.. Where are you now?...", I closed my eyes as teardrops rolled down my cheeks. "Did you... Really leave me?.. All alone by myself?..", I curled up into a ball and started sobbing. The pain in my heart was so unbearable, as I continued asking myself as if he was there, seated right beside me.. Listening to me.

"You don't love me anymore right?.. That's why you left me..", I did think that I was.. Mad, talking to myself.. But there was no one else I could pour all my troubles to..

"I don't want to live on because I can't.. Not without you..", the tears flowed down.. The more I cried, the more tired and sleepy I became... I closed my eyes as Slumber slowly took over me..

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"Reita Cybele!"

A voice called out to me angrily..

"Reita Cybele! You better get up now or you'll be sent to detention this very moment!", it was my teacher.. She knocked my table several times before I got annoyed, got up and looked at her.

"Fancy you sleeping in class all the time! Pay attention!"

I rolled my eyes and yawned. School was only something to keep me distracted from all my thoughts. Few hours passed, bell rang, time to head home. Before I left the school, Jamie and Ceres approached me.

"More sarcastic comments? Save it, Jamie.", I turned away.

"Reita.. Don't get me wrong. I'm sorry..", Jamie apologised, not looking at me in the eyes. He kept his eyes at his feet instead of looking at me.

"Reita, forgive Jamie! Please!, Ceres 'begged' me. Which made me a little more angry.

"Am I your friend?... At all?..", I questioned them. It did annoy me that the apology wasn't a sincere one and also, Ceres being all naive made me felt like slapping her. If they really have treated me as one, it wouldn't be like that.

"Of course you are, Reita..", Jamie looked up at me. "We're all best friends.."

"...Oh? Is that so? Prove to me.", I raised one of my brow.

"We're your bestest friend, Reita!" Ceres grabbed hold of my hands. "You can always tell us what's bugging you and!.."

"So that I could be a burden to you? No thanks, generous and oh-so-concern people. You don't know anything at all.", I cut into Ceres' sentence before she could finish it.

"We have never thought of you as a burden, Reita..", Jamie reassured. I ignored and left school. i did not want to get them involved in my problems to feel my pain when they do not deserve it. I walked as fast as I could, keeping my eyes on the ground.

I was so focused on the ground, I realised i knocked into something... Hard. And it hurt.

"Damn, watch where the hell you're...", I looked up at the person i knocked into, at least i knew it was a person. About to flare up until... I noticed familar features on the man..

The dark long hair.. Fringe slanted across his left eye..He looked much older looking.. Blue Sapphire eyes that I've really seen before and remembered all the time.. Except that he seemed to have lost sight on his left eye, but that wasn't what that was bothering me.. I kept my eyes on him, without saying anything.

"Reita?..."

That voice.. It was the voice I've been dying over the years to hear.. That very same old voice that comforted me all the time.. My eyes widen as he looked at me.. I was.. Surprised.. Shocked.. I didn't know what to say, nothing came out from my mouth. He extended his hand out towards me and touched my cheek.. Stroking it..

"Is that... Really you?... Felser?..."

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Previous Chapters :

One - Break Up
Two - I love you more than anything else



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