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Felser x Reita : Agony

2008-11-02T16:04:00.000-08:00

Title : Agony
Extras : 3rd Chapter... After so long, am finally done with the 3rd. -__- Been lazy for like... weeks? Months? Haiz, whichever way. Named it after the GazettE's Agony. =3 GazettE is always my inspiration, heeheehee. Edited kinda a lot from the original copy, damn, my grammer failed ya? T^T

Enjoy. ._.

P.S : Okay, I didn't make Ceres herself. 0_0;

Pairings : Felser x Reita (Fighter x Fighter)
Other Characters : Ceres Cybele and Jamie Cybele
Chapter : Three
Rating : PG-13

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"Years passed and still.. I've heard nothing.."

I could smell the scent of rain as the dark clouds gathered. It smelt like the earth.. A fresh kind of scent. I closed all the windows and went into my bedroom. The room was quiet for awhile, until the sound of raindrops starting falling and bursting on my window filled the room.

"Raindrops?...", I mumbled to myself softly. "Like the tears I shed... For nothing..."

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"Look at the bracelets Otis bought for me!", Ceres Cybele, the youngest member in my team. She was pretty, petite.. Or rather, just perfect.. Life seemed entirely perfect for that lass.. Her Fiance returned from the war 3 years ago, he had always loved her...

"Those must be really expensive, Ceres.", a hand extended out to hold Ceres' hand. Jamie looked at the bracelets that were on her.

"Your Otis must be loaded.", he joked.

"Hey! It's the thoughts that counts okay!", Ceres giggled. I remained silent, not wanting to bother about things that does not concern me as I have my breakfast. Cracked my half-boiled egg into the plate and mixed it with soy sauce. But deep in my thoughts... I felt jealousy. I envy Ceres.. She didn't have to know what sadness and pain was like.. How agony and desperation felt.. I felt a little bit of hatred towards her, but it's not right. I should be happy for her. Happy that she didn't have to go through all the pain..

"Reita!", Ceres snapped her fingers in front of my face and called me. I looked up at her, slightly annoyed, but I kept the anger to myself.

"Yes, Ceres?...", I put on a fake smile, so that she wouldn't notice. She pointed at the floor. I looked down. Apparently, I was so filled with jealousy, I dropped my spoon unknowingly. Ceres picked it up and put it aside.

"Silly Reita, I'll get you a new one!", she giggled and left her seat to the Counter.

"Ceres, You don't have to..."

"Get a new spoon? So you're going to try with a fork or drink from the plate?", Jamie interrupted me. I glared at him, pissed at his on purpose sarcastic comment.

"What is YOUR problem?..." I snarled at Jamie, the fiery feeling in my chest felt like it was burning even more. Before an argument was about to break out, Ceres returned with a new spoon.

"Did I... Miss something?..", she looked at Jamie and I with her huge blue eyes. I did not reply her but left the cafe. I did not want to vend my frustrations on my.. Most closest friends.. They do not have to carry my burden or anything.

"Reita!!", I heard Ceres calling out to me, but i refused to respond and made my way home.

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"Everywhere I go, you will always be in my heart.. Promise me that you will live on..."

Those words he said.. Those promises her made.. Did he mean it?.. Did he keep his promises?.. Why should I promise him to live on.. When he broke all of his with me?.. I laid motionless on my bed, staring blankly at the ceiling, holding onto the note he left for me 3 years ago close to my heart.

"Felser.. Where are you now?...", I closed my eyes as teardrops rolled down my cheeks. "Did you... Really leave me?.. All alone by myself?..", I curled up into a ball and started sobbing. The pain in my heart was so unbearable, as I continued asking myself as if he was there, seated right beside me.. Listening to me.

"You don't love me anymore right?.. That's why you left me..", I did think that I was.. Mad, talking to myself.. But there was no one else I could pour all my troubles to..

"I don't want to live on because I can't.. Not without you..", the tears flowed down.. The more I cried, the more tired and sleepy I became... I closed my eyes as Slumber slowly took over me..

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"Reita Cybele!"

A voice called out to me angrily..

"Reita Cybele! You better get up now or you'll be sent to detention this very moment!", it was my teacher.. She knocked my table several times before I got annoyed, got up and looked at her.

"Fancy you sleeping in class all the time! Pay attention!"

I rolled my eyes and yawned. School was only something to keep me distracted from all my thoughts. Few hours passed, bell rang, time to head home. Before I left the school, Jamie and Ceres approached me.

"More sarcastic comments? Save it, Jamie.", I turned away.

"Reita.. Don't get me wrong. I'm sorry..", Jamie apologised, not looking at me in the eyes. He kept his eyes at his feet instead of looking at me.

"Reita, forgive Jamie! Please!, Ceres 'begged' me. Which made me a little more angry.

"Am I your friend?... At all?..", I questioned them. It did annoy me that the apology wasn't a sincere one and also, Ceres being all naive made me felt like slapping her. If they really have treated me as one, it wouldn't be like that.

"Of course you are, Reita..", Jamie looked up at me. "We're all best friends.."

"...Oh? Is that so? Prove to me.", I raised one of my brow.

"We're your bestest friend, Reita!" Ceres grabbed hold of my hands. "You can always tell us what's bugging you and!.."

"So that I could be a burden to you? No thanks, generous and oh-so-concern people. You don't know anything at all.", I cut into Ceres' sentence before she could finish it.

"We have never thought of you as a burden, Reita..", Jamie reassured. I ignored and left school. i did not want to get them involved in my problems to feel my pain when they do not deserve it. I walked as fast as I could, keeping my eyes on the ground.

I was so focused on the ground, I realised i knocked into something... Hard. And it hurt.

"Damn, watch where the hell you're...", I looked up at the person i knocked into, at least i knew it was a person. About to flare up until... I noticed familar features on the man..

The dark long hair.. Fringe slanted across his left eye..He looked much older looking.. Blue Sapphire eyes that I've really seen before and remembered all the time.. Except that he seemed to have lost sight on his left eye, but that wasn't what that was bothering me.. I kept my eyes on him, without saying anything.

"Reita?..."

That voice.. It was the voice I've been dying over the years to hear.. That very same old voice that comforted me all the time.. My eyes widen as he looked at me.. I was.. Surprised.. Shocked.. I didn't know what to say, nothing came out from my mouth. He extended his hand out towards me and touched my cheek.. Stroking it..

"Is that... Really you?... Felser?..."

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Previous Chapters :

One - Break Up
Two - I love you more than anything else

Felser x Reita : I love you more than anything else...

2008-09-22T22:14:00.000-07:00

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Title : I love you more than anything else...
Extras : Chapter Two, dang.... Don't read it okay? It's terrible, i .... Dunno what I'm writing. TvT This fic will have quite a lot of chapters, i estimated, it might last till 6. Don't enjoy, you will want to kill mweh. T_T
Pairings : Felser x Reita (Fighter x Fighter)
Other Characters : Blake Hueruza
Chapter : Two
Rating : PG-13 - NC - 17

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'So dark... It was just too dark and cold...'

I was drinking... Alone. I had no company.. My mind.. Entirely filled with him... Life seemed to hold no more meaning.. He was the one that kept me breathing everyday.. As I filled my glass with wine, I felt a presence beside me...

"You usually do not ask me out for drinks. What's up?", the tall brunette hair man said as I slowly turned my head to look, it was Blake.

"Heh... Drink with me..", I gulped down the whole glass filled with the wine that I just refilled. I didn't exactly notice anything around me, except a wine bottle and a wine glass.

"Surely that's not the only reason.", Blake sat down and filled his glass. I rest my head on the cold marble table. I was looking nowhere. I felt like a zombie.

"Y'know.. It hurts..", I mumbled.

"What hurts?", Blake swirled his wine glass and sip on it. He turned to look at me. I felt pathetic. Fancy having a 'gentlemen' to have a drink with me. Made me wonder why didn't I asked someone else insteadn

"To be dumped..." , I reached for the wine bottle. I wanted to have a refill but Blake stopped me.

"Dumped by who?", he questioned. Pushing my hands back to myself and took the bottle away from me. I got annoyed.. But I had no idea what I was mad at.

"Don't stop me.." I snarled and tried to reach for the bottle. He ignored me. I gave up, I felt tired..

"..I love you, Felser...", I mumbled softly to myself. "I really do love you..."

Blake looked at me, stunned. I bet that he thought I was dumped by a women or some sort. "So it was Felser?...", I could hear him saying that to himself. He got up and pat my back. He said something, but i couldn't hear it clearly. It sounded like he was going to get Felser here or something. I did not respond. But stick to my mumbling instead.

A few minutes felt like many hours. I was semi-awake. I could hear voices all around me, but my vision was blurred and doubled. When I closed my eyes, I felt that someone had lifted me up without much effort. It made me felt like a feather. That person piggybacked me, he felt very warm.

"Have a good talk with him.", that was Blake's voice i heard. The person who carried me did not reply, he turned around and carried me to my room.

"Actually.. I do love you..", that person said. That same low and familiar voice. It took me awhile to recognize it. He was Felser.. I remained quiet. Wanting to hear more.

"I really do love you... Just that i did not know how to show my affections to you..", he said.

"Put me down..", I demanded. He got a shock and dropped me to the ground. I assume that he wasn't expecting me to be listening at all. I got up slowly. he apologized and helped me up. But I could not lose this very last moment with him tonight. I threw myself at him and kissed him. I hold onto him tightly. I just couldn't let him go, I just couldn't. For once, he finally wrapped his arms around my waist. I licked his lips and he licked mine back. I pressed myself hard against him, I wanted to be extremely close to him.

"I love you very much, Felser..", I hugged him tightly.

"I love you too..", he answered. He lowered my scarf and kissed my neck. His lips were cold.. I rest my head on his shoulder.

"I will grant you your wish tonight.. Fulfill what you always wanted...", he turned my face to face him. I kissed him again immediately, he closed his eyes. I forced my tongue in, he licked mine and pulled me closer to himself.. I wrapped my tongue with his and swallowed his saliva. I looked up at him, he stroked my cheek gently. Felser looked tired.. But finally I knew why.. It was breaking his hear to leave me.. All on my own..

I took off my clothes.. I want him to have me, I want to belong to him.. I hugged him.

"W..What are you doing?!..", Felser gave me a stunned look. As if he was electrocuted or something. I did not reply, I waited for him to do something. He licked my neck, kissed it slowly before planting love bites onto it. He bit hard, it was painful but tolerable. He groped me all over and pushed me down onto the bed slowly before going on top of me. I looked up at him and gazed into his crystal clear blue colored eyes..

"Why are you so willing to give yourself to me?..", he kissed my cheek.

"I love you, Felser.. I really do.. I.. am willing to give you everything..", that's all I said. It was enough for him to understand and know. I ran my fingers down his arm.. And licked his neck slowly. I nipped his scruff that was around his neck. He got off and removed his clothes. Then went on top again..

"How much do you love me?.." I looked at him. He did not answer, he lowered himself and licked my chest. I blushed and stroked his head. He moved closer to me and whispered into my ears..

"Lets do it.."

P.S : Stop reading HERE, if you already feel like killing me after reading the top. T_T Okay? Do not torture yourself.
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Everyone has desires.. Something they always longed for. But for most.. Fulfilling someone's desires always come in the form of "Lust".

I groaned, it hurt a lot. I gripped the bedsheets, it was very painful.. He kept going faster and faster.. I shut my eyes tightly, enduring. But there is always pleasure in pain.. He wrapped my legs around his waist. He stopped for awhile, panting. We both were, but he didn't stop just yet. He spread my legs wider and inserted it back again. I hold onto him, I want to enjoy every single moment of it.. After a few rounds he stopped.. And then something warm was in me. I groaned a little as he kissed my forehead. It was boiling hot, wet and sticky.. I lay there motionless for awhile, trying to catch my breath even if he kissed me again and again. I closed my eyes... I was pleased..

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"Lets turn in..", Felser covered me with the blanket, letting me lie on top of him.. I looked at him.. I couldn't take my eyes off him..

"Hmm?..", he stroked my cheek. I touched his hand and pressed it against my cheek.

"Do you really have to leave?..", my voice was shaky, I felt that I could just cry anytime.. Felser quickly sat up and hugged me tightly, he knew I was going to cry, but I couldn't help it, I felt like he was going to leave me and never returned.. I weeped.. Buried my face into his chest and hugged him.. I wished time would pass really slowly now.. So that I could be with him..

"Hush.. Don't cry..", he stroked my back repeatedly.

"Ti Amo..", I told him, it meant 'I love you' in Italian. I mumbled that several times before my eyelids felt heavy.. I tried not to let it close, I had to see him.. But I couldn't.. And fell asleep..

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I got up in the morning.. I sat up quickly and looked around, I couldn't find Felser. I searched all over the room, checked his wardrobe.. His armor, the Elite Metallic Suit was missing.. He had left me.. Without saying 'Goodbye'.. I was in tears.. Why didn't he at least tell me?.. I went to his desk, I saw nothing else except a heart shaped like shield with an envelope sealed with melted wax beside it. I opened the envelope and took out the letter.

'To : Dearest Reita,

I am sorry, I did not give you the chance to say 'Goodbye'.. Nor have stayed behind for awhile to look at you for one last time... But, I left you a gift... I hope you like it. It's a Cumulonimbus Shield.. A rare item that not all pioneers will be able to have.. I am giving it to you in remembrance of me.. It was protect you from all sorts of harm.. Like how I will protect you.. It will symbolize my love for you..

I love you, Reita.. More than anyone has ever loved someone.. I will remember you even if I may never return.. You will always be in my heart.. Promise me you will live on...

Thank you for everything.. I will say this again to you.. I love you...

Love,
Felser '

I kept quiet and bit my lower lip.. I did not know what to do now.. I sat at the corner of my room.. In a daze.. I felt like life has turned meaningless..

Felser.... Will you ever come back?...

Felser x Reita : Break up

2008-09-21T22:38:00.000-07:00

Title : Break up
Extras : Meh.. This is for Hueruza. Shounen-ai, my first boy-love fic. =D
Pairings : Felser x Reita (Fighter x Fighter) and slight Reili x Reita (Female fighter x Fighter)
Other Characters : None at the moment
Chapter : One
Rating : PG-13

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Snow... So pure.. But cold.. Like the world..

"It's snowing heavily..", I touched the window.. It felt cold.. Everything was cold.. But someone will keep me warm..

"I know.. Are you feeling cold?.." , The voice asked.. It was low and listless but that was what that will keep me alive and warm throughout this heavy snowstorm..

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My name is Reita Cybele. I just turned 19 recently.. I am an orphan, a child that nobody wants. I have never known my parents. I have admirers, many... But my heart only belongs to one person.. And he is Felser Hueruza...

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"Yeah, but I'm alright..", I replied and sat on the bed with Felser. He got up, went to the fireplace and throw in some firewood. He gazed at the fire.. I could tell that he was troubled.. I got up and hugged him tightly from behind.. I wanted him to know that I will always be by his side, no matter what...

"What's wrong?.." , I asked, hoping that he will tell me. He did not turn to look at me in the eye, instead, he kept his eyes on the fire.

"Nothing.", he said. That did not reassured me. I kissed his cheek, still hinting to him. He ignored me but held onto my hands. I remained silent but tried to hint him again.

"I love you..." , I tighten my grip on him, pressing against him and closed my eyes. 'Tell me, Felser... Please..', I thought. Instead, he turned away.

"Isn't it too soon?"

"Too soon what??" , I looked at him. I had no idea what he was trying to tell me. I rest my head on his back, I could feel his breathing and his heart beating quickly, I knew that he was going to hide something from me.

"Too soon to love me?..." He pushed me away and went to his desk.

"What??", I was a little taken back. "What's wrong with love someone?", I protested. I was angry, I didn't expect him to doubt my love for him..

"I mean.. We only went steady 2 weeks ago...", he mumbled. I turned away and went to my bed. He pretended to read a book, hoping to avoid any of my questions.

"Do you hate me, Felser?...", I looked at my feet, thought I did wondered why i asked such a stupid question, but I just had to know what was on his mind.

"No.", he shut the book and left the room. I begin to wonder why was he behaving like that.. Was I being a nuisance? Is he angry with me?.. What wrong did I do?.. I watched him leave, I didn't want to stop him in case he might get more angry.

During the evening, I did not have any appetite to eat, I was just lurking around in the canteen, hoping to look for Felser. Someone grabbed my arm, I turned to look, hoping it was Felser. But no, it was his annoying little sister whom he refused to acknowledge.

"Reita~", she pecked me on my cheek. Her name is Reili. She is one of those girls who harass me the moment they see me. Her so-called 'Love Rival', is Reina. Either one, they both annoyed me. I told her I was fine, can't wait to get her off my back, since she was being such a pain.

"Aww~ You seem upset~ What's wrong, darling?", she pressed herself against me. I hated it. I never like women and I don't want to be close to them either.

"Leave me alone.", I pushed her away.

"What? What's wrong with being concern for you?", she rolled her eyes.

"I am fine, are you deaf, stupid, blind or just bring plain idiotic?!", I shouted at her, loud enough for the whole cafeteria to hear me. The whole canteen was silent, I quickly turned away. Reili glared at me. I know she is going to hate me for this. For embarrassing her in front a crowd of people. I did not bother to look at her. Instead I left the canteen and hurried to my room. I opened the door and stepped in. The candles were lit, I turned to look. There was a shadow of a man, I walked closer.. It was Felser, he was seated on the bed, staring blankly at nowhere, deep in thoughts. He did not even notice me, he did not even know I was in the room. I closed and lock the door. Approached him and sat beside him. He quickly turned to look.

"Felser...", I touched his arm. He still didn't want to make any eye contact with me and kept quiet.

"Do you regret?... Are you regretting that we went steady?..", I moved closer to him, hugged him and rest my head on his shoulder. He stroked my head, it made me feel glad, but still, I remained silent. He kissed my cheek.

"That will assure your thoughts...."

I was not convinced.. I turned his face and pressed my lips unto his. He was... Shocked.. But I did not care. I held onto both of his hands. I refused to let him slip away this time. I continued to kiss him, closed my eyes. Enjoying every moment of it.. Until he broke away from me..

"That's enough..", he turned away. I felt annoyed, why is he doing this to me.. Why does he keep keeping things to himself when we are together now?..

"What?..." I said, looking at him.

"Enough.. Is enough", that's all he replied. I did not understand anything at all. 'Just what is wrong with him?', I wondered.

"I... Do not understand...", I bit my lower lip.

"I do not feel really comfortable being all cozy with you.", he rolled his eyes.

"Then you should not have agreed to go steady in the first place."

"If you want to break up, it's fine with me.. After all, there are people who want you..", he said coldly.. I was hurt, it felt as if I just stabbed myself.. I hold onto my tears..

"I don't want to..", I told him.

"Why not?.. A war is on the verge of breaking out.. Why would you want to be with me?.. Who knows if I will never return.."

I quickly grabbed his hands, I do not want to lose him.. I can't lose him..

"I love you, Felser.. That's why i want to be with you..", I tried not to make him angry..

"And what if I die?..", he glared at me.

"I won't let you die.."

"Oh? How are you going to guarantee that?", he replied in a sarcastic tone, trying to hurt me..

"You... Hate me.. That's what you are trying to say... Right?..", I swallowed a ball of saliva, hoping that he won't leave me..

"I have no love for you, Reita.", He said firmly, glaring directly into my eyes. "Go look for someone else."

That was it, I felt lost and hurt. I just didn't understand.

"But why?! I don't understand..."

He ignored me and left the room. But said something when he was at the doorstep that made me wondered if he did love me or not...

"Because I wouldn't want you to die with me if I should fall..", he said. I called out to him, but he soon disappeared among the crowd and I could no longer see him.. I spent the night in tears.. I had no idea what was going on.. I only wanted to love him.. That was all i asked for.. As i stepped into the bar...

Otis x Ceres : He loved me...

2008-09-18T21:56:00.000-07:00

Title : He loved me...
Extras : As usual, mine and Hueruza GE characters. Forgive moi... T_T I dunno why i keep repeating many many words. Dx Maybe because math stressed me out. Again, written in class. Used up 3 papers.
Pairings : Otis x Ceres
Other Characters : Jamie
Chapter : Two
Rating : PG-13

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"Ceres"

I heard a voice calling me. I waited for the second call because i could not recognize it. It sounded low.. I felt a warmth on my shoulder.. As I grew more awake, I could feel that someone's hand was resting on it, shaking me gently..

"Ceres.. Wake up.."

It called me again, I opened my eyes slowly and turned around to look. It was Otis Hueruza, the man whom I just knew yesterday. The man who will ruin my life. He was seated on my bed, right beside me.

Still in a daze, I looked at him awhile more, before pushing his hand away from myself. I didn't want to be touched, especially by someone like him. Otis glared at me.

"You should be glad I bothered to wake you up." , he said coldly. Nothing like how he sounded when he was reassuring my parents the day before.

"I am never glad if someone like you, budge into my room uninvited and touch me as if i belonged to them. I hate IT." , I warned him. He wasn't afraid, like why would he be? Now that my parents believe in him so much, what are my warnings going to even do to him?

"Quit acting like a brat. You are 18 now and yet you still behave like a child. It disappoints me."

"Oh? Then leave me alone."

"Ha. Your parents wants you to be married into my family, what say do you have?"

I remained silent, what he said, was becoming true now. What say do i have for now? What's done has been done. He lifted up my chin, about to say something to me. But i thought that he was going to kiss me. Fearing that he was going to, I raised my hand and slapped him. He got a shock, a long pause between the both of us. Before he glared back at me. I could sense the anger in him. I looked at him and I did not feel I did the wrong thing. He grabbed my arm and pulled me close to himself, so that I would look at him and into his eyes.

"You will marry me whether you like it or not. You will listen to me and learn to behave yourself. And learn to be a good wife. Is that clear enough?.." He snarled, tightening his grip on my arm. I yelled, it felt like as if he dug his nails into my skin. I tried to pull myself away, but I was not able to. Because i was much smaller and weaker.

"Is that CLEAR ENOUGH?" , he repeated again, forcing me to agree to it. I nodded, even if I didn't want to, but the pain was just unbearable. He released his grip on me and left the room. My heart ached, I felt miserable. I thought to myself, Why now? Why am I suffering? Why did he have to come into my life? I cried, I felt lost. I didn't know who to turn to or what to do. Again, I locked myself in the room for hours.. Until there was a knock on the door and a familiar voice.

"Ceres, it's me, open up."

It was Jamie's voice, something that made me rushed to the door and opened it immediately. Jamie was looking at his feet, before he looked up and saw my teary-eyed face.

"What happen, Ceres??" , he asked. I pulled him in he room, so neither my parents nor that Otis could hear any of our conversations.

"Woah!", he yelled when i dragged him in. I locked the door and turned to Jamie. I wished he didn't have to see my crying face. I wished that he didn't noticed it. I quickly wipe away my tears and questioned him.

"I thought that you didn't like coming over here... So.."

"I entered when your parents left with your brother. You never told me you had one." , he looked at me with curiousity.

"Brother??"

"yes, the tall blonde hair guy tha was with your parents..."

Apparently, Jamie was referring to Otis. I have no idea what makes Jamie think of that, perhaps it could be because Otis had blonde hair like I did.

"That man, is not my brother, Jamie.."

"Oh? My bad. Parent's friend?"

"No."

"Cousin?"

I kept quiet, if only whatever Jamie mentioned was true, i would rather not be related to him in anyway. However, my silence made Jamie felt uneasy. He looked around my room, hoping to find an object he could make me start talking again.

"Oh, nice.... Room! Haha..." , he scratched his cheek, blushing.

"That man... Is... My 'Fiance'..." , i mumbled, soft enough for myself to hear, but Jamie could hear it. His ear was really sensitive to sound, even if it was the softest whisper, he could hear it.

"Fiance?.." , he turned to look at me. I nodded, turning away from him. I regretted telling him that, infact he shouldn't know about this at all. Jamie held my hand, walked to my bed and sat down with me.

"Ceres, you must be really upset huh?..." , he pushed my head towards his shoulder. The moment my head rest on his shoulder, my tears flow down my cheeks. I couldn't stop myself from crying... I just cried. He stroked my head, comforting me, remind me what I said to Reita and him about "Tomorrow will be a better day". I hugged him tightly and suddenly felt that there was someone who cared, it didn't have to be my parents or relatives. I held onto his hand onto his hand and looked at him. He was beautiful, everything about him was perfect.. He smiled back at me.

"Now, now. Stop crying and dry your tears. You do not look as pretty as when you're happy, you know."

"Mmm.." , I leaned on him, I could feel his warmth and his breath.. I explained to him about my "birthday present" was and how much I hate Otis now.

"He seems like a nice person to me. Why hate him?"

"Because I have no feelings for him." , i protested.

"Okay..." he mumbled. "So what's your plan now?"

"Nothing." , I felt stoic, my voice sounded dead. I moved away from Jamie slowly, still holding onto his hand.

"C'mon, Ceres. You can't go on like that. Look on the bright side of things. Maybe that man isn't so bad. He seems refine, like a gentleman..."

"He only 'seem'." , I interrupted, still refusing to accept Otis.

"Look at me, Ceres." Jamie turned my head gently to face gently to face him. "It is going to be tough for you, I know that. But if you could actually give him a chance, that'll make things more easier for you, wouldn't it? It's not the right time to judge him yet because you have not known him well enough yet. I understand that first impressions are important....But isn't it just too soon to judge him?" He pat my head, still smiling.

"What's done now cannot be undone. The choice is yours, Ceres.. To accept him or to reject him him, either one, things will be sacrificed.. Life is always unfair, that's why we have to try to make the best out of things not for our own selfish sake, but for the people around us too.."

At that moment, I felt like I've semi-woken from a dream. It was like as if Jamie has rescued me from my troubles. It also made me realise how a spoilt brat I was. How selfish I was and how ignorant I was. I looked at my feet, still deciding what to do as Jamie waited patiently.

"Thank you..." , I turned to Jamie. He looked at me, he did not seem to catch what I said.

"Yes, Ceres?" , he asked again.

"I said 'Thank you', Jamie.. You're a great friend.. I could always count on you.." , I smiled, I felt like the heavy load on my shoulders were finally lifted. He shy away, giggling softly before smiling at me again.

"Hey, we're friends. No need to be so formal, just relax okay?" , he giggled again. Giggling is of course, weird for males to do. But since Jamie seem to be prettier than most females, I suppose it's alright. He left through the window so that my parents wouldn't notice him if they were on their way back. I sat on my bed, holding onto my Arcorchado Plush toy, the adorable bird monster that looks like a pumpkin or some sort. I smiled to myself, reminding me what Jamie had told me. I then told myself.. Perhaps Otis is not that bad... Maybe he is nice, surely if not my parents wouldn't have accepted him.

The sun began to set, I looked down the window and saw my parents and Otis. They were back from wherever place they went to. I hurried down to greet my parents when they arrived, they were surprised by my sudden "nice" behaviour. Otis looked at me with the same cold stare. But i didn't bother that and approached him.

"If you're hungry, I could make you some supper.."

He looked at me, I could that he felt weird when I told him that. But i just wanted to make the best for everyone.. I smiled, not a full one, but good enough for him to notice it.

"It's alright, we just had dinner before returning. Have you eaten?.." he asked me, reaching out to touch my face. I let him, he stroked my cheek gently before pressing his lips onto my forehead. He was so much more gentle than he was in the morning... Frankly, i kind of felt pampered.. But maybe he pretended to be nice because my parents were around, i thought.

"Have you eaten yet?..." , he whispered into my ear, I could feel his breathing, I nodded, he reached for my hand and brought me to my room. I sat on my bed while he shut the door and approached and sat beside me.

"I'm sorry about earlier in the morning.. I was.." , he put on of his arm around my waist.

"I understand.", I nodded, blushing.. He just seemed so attractive to me out of a sudden.. He had eyes no one ever had.. A little shade of blue, grey and yellow mixed together..

"You do?.. I thought you never liked me..? Why this sudden.. behaviour?"

"I just want to make everyone happy.. And i can't judge a book by it's cover.. You... Get what i mean right?.." I was uncertain of what i was saying. Even though i felt like was crapping, I hope he understand.

"Oh.." , he moved closer to me. My heart beat quickly, I felt nervous. I wondered what he was going to do, what he would say. All these thoughts came into my mind..

"Ceres, give me a chance.." , he kissed my cheek.

"I already did.." , I blushed again. I admit that he did make me feel uncomfortable, but it was a nice feeling..

"Thank you.."

"Otis, how old are you?.." , i blink my eyes several times because I was extremely curious. He surely isn't my age.

"23..." , he stroked my hair. 'Wow, that's really adult.', I thought to myself. I felt secure when he cuddled me, even if we didn't say much to each other.

"Alright, time for you to go to bed." he pinched my cheek. I giggled and nodded. He moved closer to me and pressed his lips unto mine. I closed my eyes.. His kiss was so gentle.. I hugged him tightly, pressing my lips back. I kissed him, I just felt loved.. He moved away slowly, but i kissed him again. I wished it lasted longer but he pushed me down gently and kissed my forehead.

"Go to sleep.. I'll wake you tomorrow again.." , he covered me with my blanket and kissed me one last time before leaving the room. I closed my eyes and tried to sleep. But I failed to, I kept thinking of Otis, he was just stuck in my mind entirely right now.. I blushed and nibbled my blanket.

I couldn't wait for tomorrow... So that I can see him again...

Otis x Ceres : 8th of July

2008-09-17T20:16:00.000-07:00

Title : 8th of July
Extras : Mine and Hueruza's GE Characters and more. ^_^ My first fanfiction ever, ehm.. It's just base on one of the few Roleplays i had.. Just read it yeah. xD
Pairings : Otis(Musketeer) x Ceres(Elementalist)
Other Characters : Reita(Fighter) and Jamie(Scout)
Chapter : One
Rating : PG-13

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"It'll be a great day, especially today."

I thought to myself as I got out of my bed and opened my wardrobe. Finally, it was my 18th Birthday, it was finally the day that my parents promised to make it the most memorable one, with the best present every girl would love and die for. I never really gave it much thought, however. Instead, all i wanted to do in the morning was to meet up with my teammates to celebrate my birthday in the morning before having a party in the night in my home. I picked my favourite robe, The Robe of Sea Daemon and hung it on one of the hangers in my bathroom as i washed up, put my on clothes and left the house in a hurry.

At the Gates of Reblodeux, Reita and Jamie waited for me. Jamie twirling with his braids, he seemed patient as if he didn't mind me turning up late. And always smiling sweetly. As for Reita.... He had his arms folded, he leaned against a lamp post. When he noticed me, he combed his hair with his fingers and rolled his eyes and mumbled something that sounded like, "Oh, great..Late as always..", as i approached them. When Jamie noticed me, he ran towards me, hugged me tightly and wished me a "Happy 18th Birthday!" before giving me a kiss on the cheek.

"Gee, you're getting older eh?", Reita gave me half smile, well, not that he was not older than i was.

"And lovelier too, of course!", Jamie added, still smiling.

I was glad, happy, contented, it was a really good feeling that I just couldn't describe at all. It was rarely that Reita and Jamie would be hanging out with me on my other birthdays. Usually, Reita would excuse himself, claiming that he willl be busy with other stuff that he wouldn't tell me what it was, but which seemed more likely to me that he preferred sleeping at home than celebrate my brithday with me.

"So..Where to?", Reita looked at me from the corner of his eye. "Caz if you've got no plans, I'd rather be grinding, Y'know."

I sulked, wondering if that was all that pretty boy could say, which i obviously figured he already had it all planned except that he refused to admit he did it. Before i was about to engage in a arguement with Reita, Jamie pinched his arm and he yelled.

"Don't be such a wet blanket, you! We should treat her like a princess today! Birthdays only come once in a year, I'm sure you know that."

"WHAT-EVER.", Reita grumbled, rolled his eyes again before dragging Jamie and I along.

Reita brought us to the beach, which i assume that if I want my day to be the best throughout, the place we should head has to be his favourite. Reita searched for a suitable spot before laying out the mat, while Jamie took out the lunch boxes. The smell of cheese was so strong. I could smell it when i was waiting for them to have everything set up before joining them. To keep myself occupied for the little moment, I played guessing games on my own, wondering what food did Jamie prepare specially for me.

"You can come over now", Reita called as he sat down and yawned. I walked over and sat inbetween the both of them. I smiled, because this would also be one of the best and greatest start for my birthday.

"Here." Jamie passed me one of the lunch boxes. "It's made by me and with a little help from Reita."

"Edible?", I joked.

"YES.", the both of them assured me and pushed my head down gently.

"C'mon, let's tuck in already.", Reita complained, obviously feeling hungry.

I opened my lunchbox, true enough, it was pasta with sweet sphagetti sauce filled with small chunks of shallots and mushrooms with melted cheese on top of the sauce. I squealed, and hugged them. They gave me a shocked expression as if someone pinched them or something. But the reaction after that was different, Jamie laughed, Reita pushed me away from himself gently.

"Party pooper Reita." I sticked my tongue out at him. He ignored me and ate his food quietly. After finishing the food, we played along the beach waters. The water felt warm, probably because of the hot sun, but if felt relaxing to the feet. I reached out and held both of their hands, Jamie's on my right and Reita's on my left. We walked along the beach, which was the first time, Reita would ever smile at me, I wished, that if i had something that could capture that image, it will be really memorable?

"Sorry, Ceres... We won't be able to attend your party tonight...", Jamie apologised.

It gave me a shock, something unexpected that came from them.

"We'll be busy with... Grinding. Not that your parents would even like us being around.", Reita gave excuses, slightly similiar to the ones he always use to try to run away from me. He frowned, refusing to even look at me when he spoke. He kept his eyes on the waves of the sea, pretending that I'm not even there at all as he let go of my hand. I refuse to loosen my grip on their hands, instead, i tighten it and tried to convince them that the party was about me, my 18th birthday and ONLY ME. My parents have no say in what friends i choose to mix with.

"Right.", that was all that came from Reita, as he pushed my hand away from his. Jamie remained silent, his eyes looking really upset, he tried not to show it, but i'm not stupid.

I thought to myself, that maybe I should just accept the fact that they didn't like to be left out and forgotten by me. Which i never actually had thought of them being left out. But it would be very selfish of me to insist on making them tag along for my sake even if they didn't like it at all.

"Okay.", I said, with no tone and no expression on my face.There was a long pause among us. Jamie looking elsewhere, Reita trying not to make any eye contact with me. And me, just feeling dead at that moment. But i decided to break the silence, it was pissing me off.

"There'll always be tomorrow, guys. Tomorrow will be a better day, I'm sure."

Jamie's face changed from a frown to a smile, he looked at me with his blue sappire eyes. I turned to Reita, he looked down at me, not because he was sad, because I was so much shorter than the both of them. He gave me the same half smile again, before insisting on playing awhile more before heading home so that i could get enough rest for my party tonight.

When i stepped at my doorstep, Jamie hugged me again, before saying goodbye. Reita just wished me happy birthday and left after that. I could feel that he felt uncomfortable the moment he step into the gates of my home. He looked like he didn't even want to go in and send me to the door step. I stepped in and head for the hall, where my parents were. I looked up, and saw my parents a tall man waiting for me. He had blonde hair that touched his shoulders, kind of. Even if he had nice eyes, i didn't bother to comment on that because his cold stare and proud looking face just made me felt like as if i made a mistake stepping into my own home.

"Ceres, my dear, come over here and sit with us.", my mother called.

"Uhm, friend of yours?", I looked at my father, still refusing to budge.

"Of course not, Ceres.", my father corrected. "Come now, sit with us."

I was trying to think of excuses to excuse myself away from them but was not able to because my mother dragged and forced me to sit with the man i do not know. I sat beside him, and shifted, moving away from him because i didn't want to even get close to him. He did not seem to bother my weird behaviour and waited for my parents to say something. My father looked at me.

"You've grown a lot, my precious, I'm sure you are aware of that."

"I am.", I raised one of my brow, wondering why my father would tell me something that sounded weird to me.

"This is Otis Hueruza, Ceres."

"Okay.", I interrupted, not interested in knowing that man at all.

"Your manners, young lady.", my mother reminded.

"As of now, you will be staying with him. We have decided to marry you into...", before my father finished his sentence, I got up, unable to control my anger.

"Is... This the birthday present you are talking about?... This man?! This is making no sense at all! What has my birthday got to do with marrying him?! I'm not even interested in getting married right now!"

What my parents did, was not only going to ruin my birthday, but also my entire life.

"Ceres, behave yourself!", my mother stared at me. My father sighed, shaking his head, he looked as if he had made the wrong decision. But he DID. He made a decision without my consent. I glared at my parents angrily, until i felt something warm on my shoulders, i turned to look. It was him, that Otis. He pulled me close to himself, as if pretending nothing happened at all. As if i have accepted and didn't mind getting married. He assured my parents that he will take good care of me. I shoved him away, of course i would, i didn't need him to take care of me and i didn't even liked him at all. He glared at me, i ignored and hurried into my room. I locked myself in, i didn't want to talk to anyone, i didn't want anyone to see me. I just wanted to be alone....

The party was cancelled, my father called it off. I layed motionless on my bed.. I felt lost, hurt and tired. I didn't know what to do.. I layed there for hours, till i felt sleepy, closed my eyes and went to bed...