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Monday, September 22, 2008
Felser x Reita : I love you more than anything else... @ 10:14 PM

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Title : I love you more than anything else...
Extras : Chapter Two, dang.... Don't read it okay? It's terrible, i .... Dunno what I'm writing. TvT This fic will have quite a lot of chapters, i estimated, it might last till 6. Don't enjoy, you will want to kill mweh. T_T
Pairings : Felser x Reita (Fighter x Fighter)
Other Characters : Blake Hueruza
Chapter : Two
Rating : PG-13 - NC - 17

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'So dark... It was just too dark and cold...'

I was drinking... Alone. I had no company.. My mind.. Entirely filled with him... Life seemed to hold no more meaning.. He was the one that kept me breathing everyday.. As I filled my glass with wine, I felt a presence beside me...

"You usually do not ask me out for drinks. What's up?", the tall brunette hair man said as I slowly turned my head to look, it was Blake.

"Heh... Drink with me..", I gulped down the whole glass filled with the wine that I just refilled. I didn't exactly notice anything around me, except a wine bottle and a wine glass.

"Surely that's not the only reason.", Blake sat down and filled his glass. I rest my head on the cold marble table. I was looking nowhere. I felt like a zombie.

"Y'know.. It hurts..", I mumbled.

"What hurts?", Blake swirled his wine glass and sip on it. He turned to look at me. I felt pathetic. Fancy having a 'gentlemen' to have a drink with me. Made me wonder why didn't I asked someone else insteadn

"To be dumped..." , I reached for the wine bottle. I wanted to have a refill but Blake stopped me.

"Dumped by who?", he questioned. Pushing my hands back to myself and took the bottle away from me. I got annoyed.. But I had no idea what I was mad at.

"Don't stop me.." I snarled and tried to reach for the bottle. He ignored me. I gave up, I felt tired..

"..I love you, Felser...", I mumbled softly to myself. "I really do love you..."

Blake looked at me, stunned. I bet that he thought I was dumped by a women or some sort. "So it was Felser?...", I could hear him saying that to himself. He got up and pat my back. He said something, but i couldn't hear it clearly. It sounded like he was going to get Felser here or something. I did not respond. But stick to my mumbling instead.

A few minutes felt like many hours. I was semi-awake. I could hear voices all around me, but my vision was blurred and doubled. When I closed my eyes, I felt that someone had lifted me up without much effort. It made me felt like a feather. That person piggybacked me, he felt very warm.

"Have a good talk with him.", that was Blake's voice i heard. The person who carried me did not reply, he turned around and carried me to my room.

"Actually.. I do love you..", that person said. That same low and familiar voice. It took me awhile to recognize it. He was Felser.. I remained quiet. Wanting to hear more.

"I really do love you... Just that i did not know how to show my affections to you..", he said.

"Put me down..", I demanded. He got a shock and dropped me to the ground. I assume that he wasn't expecting me to be listening at all. I got up slowly. he apologized and helped me up. But I could not lose this very last moment with him tonight. I threw myself at him and kissed him. I hold onto him tightly. I just couldn't let him go, I just couldn't. For once, he finally wrapped his arms around my waist. I licked his lips and he licked mine back. I pressed myself hard against him, I wanted to be extremely close to him.

"I love you very much, Felser..", I hugged him tightly.

"I love you too..", he answered. He lowered my scarf and kissed my neck. His lips were cold.. I rest my head on his shoulder.

"I will grant you your wish tonight.. Fulfill what you always wanted...", he turned my face to face him. I kissed him again immediately, he closed his eyes. I forced my tongue in, he licked mine and pulled me closer to himself.. I wrapped my tongue with his and swallowed his saliva. I looked up at him, he stroked my cheek gently. Felser looked tired.. But finally I knew why.. It was breaking his hear to leave me.. All on my own..

I took off my clothes.. I want him to have me, I want to belong to him.. I hugged him.

"W..What are you doing?!..", Felser gave me a stunned look. As if he was electrocuted or something. I did not reply, I waited for him to do something. He licked my neck, kissed it slowly before planting love bites onto it. He bit hard, it was painful but tolerable. He groped me all over and pushed me down onto the bed slowly before going on top of me. I looked up at him and gazed into his crystal clear blue colored eyes..

"Why are you so willing to give yourself to me?..", he kissed my cheek.

"I love you, Felser.. I really do.. I.. am willing to give you everything..", that's all I said. It was enough for him to understand and know. I ran my fingers down his arm.. And licked his neck slowly. I nipped his scruff that was around his neck. He got off and removed his clothes. Then went on top again..

"How much do you love me?.." I looked at him. He did not answer, he lowered himself and licked my chest. I blushed and stroked his head. He moved closer to me and whispered into my ears..

"Lets do it.."


P.S : Stop reading HERE, if you already feel like killing me after reading the top. T_T Okay? Do not torture yourself.
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Everyone has desires.. Something they always longed for. But for most.. Fulfilling someone's desires always come in the form of "Lust".

I groaned, it hurt a lot. I gripped the bedsheets, it was very painful.. He kept going faster and faster.. I shut my eyes tightly, enduring. But there is always pleasure in pain.. He wrapped my legs around his waist. He stopped for awhile, panting. We both were, but he didn't stop just yet. He spread my legs wider and inserted it back again. I hold onto him, I want to enjoy every single moment of it.. After a few rounds he stopped.. And then something warm was in me. I groaned a little as he kissed my forehead. It was boiling hot, wet and sticky.. I lay there motionless for awhile, trying to catch my breath even if he kissed me again and again. I closed my eyes... I was pleased..



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"Lets turn in..", Felser covered me with the blanket, letting me lie on top of him.. I looked at him.. I couldn't take my eyes off him..

"Hmm?..", he stroked my cheek. I touched his hand and pressed it against my cheek.

"Do you really have to leave?..", my voice was shaky, I felt that I could just cry anytime.. Felser quickly sat up and hugged me tightly, he knew I was going to cry, but I couldn't help it, I felt like he was going to leave me and never returned.. I weeped.. Buried my face into his chest and hugged him.. I wished time would pass really slowly now.. So that I could be with him..

"Hush.. Don't cry..", he stroked my back repeatedly.

"Ti Amo..", I told him, it meant 'I love you' in Italian. I mumbled that several times before my eyelids felt heavy.. I tried not to let it close, I had to see him.. But I couldn't.. And fell asleep..



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I got up in the morning.. I sat up quickly and looked around, I couldn't find Felser. I searched all over the room, checked his wardrobe.. His armor, the Elite Metallic Suit was missing.. He had left me.. Without saying 'Goodbye'.. I was in tears.. Why didn't he at least tell me?.. I went to his desk, I saw nothing else except a heart shaped like shield with an envelope sealed with melted wax beside it. I opened the envelope and took out the letter.

'To : Dearest Reita,

I am sorry, I did not give you the chance to say 'Goodbye'.. Nor have stayed behind for awhile to look at you for one last time... But, I left you a gift... I hope you like it. It's a Cumulonimbus Shield.. A rare item that not all pioneers will be able to have.. I am giving it to you in remembrance of me.. It was protect you from all sorts of harm.. Like how I will protect you.. It will symbolize my love for you..

I love you, Reita.. More than anyone has ever loved someone.. I will remember you even if I may never return.. You will always be in my heart.. Promise me you will live on...

Thank you for everything.. I will say this again to you.. I love you...

Love,
Felser '

I kept quiet and bit my lower lip.. I did not know what to do now.. I sat at the corner of my room.. In a daze.. I felt like life has turned meaningless..


Felser.... Will you ever come back?...




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